It is really hard, shut up Beavis

This is the problem with depression. When everything turns around and is going fine, when everyone is out playing croquet, I will find myself in the kitchen at the party alone with a knife and as wonderful a party this has been, one gets to the point where one has had enough parties, enough excuses why you will never call them back. It is time to practice the baton pass. Lather turned  30 years old many decades ago. "Its all over". . . . .

strawberries, cherries and an angels kiss in spring.........