life

It is very funny when people tell me that I can, or could have, led/lead a long life when I look into the future. I partied like a rock star and for a decade or more everyone in the bars cleared seats for my party. I could have lost it all in the stock market, I now live with the consequences of my actions, but I also live with the memories. "The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom. Because unless you have had too much you will never know what enough is." Blake.
".....where black is the color and none is the number. It's a hard rain is a gonna fall...." Dylan

all is was pretty wonderful, it was life pretty much on my own terms of isolation. The embryo from 2001 floating in wonder in an un-understandable world.

 
I do regret that I did not communicate with you more, you were always the voice of.........

I am not yet dead, but I am not much longer alive either. I am in between what was, and the void. Where reality is a debate between an internal and external fractal...... in the early morning rain, with a pocket full of sand.

Bill