"The Blackfeather Convergence"

Merry Christmas

I guess once you believe that a being from another dimention, that over and over claimed he was NOT God, that they were seperate beings. Well if you can discard all that for a bunch of humans trying to Market Jesus....well Merry Christmas.

The Medium is the Message

Had Marshall Mackluen said it now instead of in the mid 60s the world would get on their knees. Not so much what you say, but how you present it. Flawless theory then, now with all the new medium, still flawless on a larger scale.

 

I am not saying this is a good thing. Give us a cocktail, show us a show.

Make Believe, Fantasy

If I could change my life for you I would,

And talk to you of time and drinks

And always together when we could

Mornings hurling into toilets and sinks.

The way you danced when you won at darts

To see your eyes again,

To see your eyes again,

To come back to where I've been,

Let me catch up and do it again.

For now I will just live in fantasy,

Mentally carve initials in a tree

To feel you always next to me

In my dreams it is you I see,

Make believe,  pure Fantasy

Language needs to be retuned

Much of learning a new field is vocabulary, we can master one field and when we change fields we start all over. In a way this spending so much time in learning vocabularies shows that our language is flawed.

A perfect language would enable us to skip from field to field not having to learn a new vocabulary allowing quicker learning.

sorry, depression has been hitting me in waves

Sorry I have not been writing if anyone is reading, but depression has been almost unbeatable lately. When I think I have survived another night or another day it comes back worse than before. All the knives are hidden by my friend but when it gets like this it really does seem like ending it is the only logical thing to do.

I know that it is just.....I don't know anything. I believe it is why I get so angry, so often. It just gets to be too much to take.

BDR

Not the Same Kelly

This is not the same Kelley that I was talking about last week. The bartenders girl friend this cute perfect blond that had just come back from France with this Frenchman that seems to obviously be banging her, but she is so innocent you have to believe nothing is going on. Her boyfriend, Woody, sees it too but he is not absolutly sure. The French guy just keeps saying these things and Kelly loves him as  "friend".

Poor Woody, Sam tried to talk to him about the situation but Woody is Woody.

Kelly's dad lost his job!

Kelly's dad lost his job and Kelly felt compassioned to give him back the $100 that he had given her for the prom. It was really hard for her to tell Zack so she kept putting it off. All the girls knew. In fact Lisa was frickin rich and the bitch never helped.

Finally Zack finds out. He still could have used the fucking limo. Just because you don't go to the prom doesn't mean cruising in a limo sucks. Cruising in a limo does not suck. They could have just driven around watching the TV and having a great time. So they wind up eating at a picnic table outside the prom.

Lisa really treated Screech pretty bad too. They still could have taken the limo to the prom picnic table.

Sometimes reality hits you hard.

I am finding out why I did this

Okay go with me for just a moment. I can not disprove God, nor prove him. I can not say a force may not be in place, waves of some oceanlike continuous cosmic flow. I don't know. There were some "scientists" paid attention to the face on Mars.

Intelligent design is an insult to science. It is just basic primative logic that says it makes no sense.

People are better off believing in God, and if you are better off believing and you really don't know if there is or isn't then you might as well be happier.

But Christians allow Jesus to come into them, to be a part of themselves. Jews, Christians and Muslims feel bad when they are not living their lives with the purity they know their God wants for them.  Most of us don't give it much thought but when we cheat, that when money is a priority s over the good of our fellow man that we are hurting our lord. And if he is inside we will hurt too.

When we ignore it too long it will become easier and easier but when it is gone so is our lord.

logical, isn't it?

Jesus said that many of us will knock and he will say, "Who's their?" Well I won't go any further but you get the gist.

I hate to bring this up but none of us have a 100% chance actually, we know by following rules that we should be okay. If we were assured immediate entrance into heaven we would take it, it is Paradise forever. We would not want to trust our souls to chance. Yet we are against abortion. Think about what I am saying.

If there is a God

If there is a God, does he evolve as time progresses? Is he learning as time goes by or is everything irrelevant to him. If he knows everything then there is no need for him to pay attention. If he knows all then why is he here, what kind of Hell is he trapped in to know all and just sit and watch, forever.

Can man do anything to help if everything is already predicted? Why would Satan even try if he knows the outcome? We are just playing our parts if there is a God. Trying or not trying will result in the same outcome.