Magin and I watched a movie together today. She picked it and we watched it at my house.
She had to leave before it was over. So she didn't see me cry. The ending of the movie made me cry.
Funny, it was a movie I never would have watched had she not brought it over.
"You don't like Will Ferril", she said. "Everyone likes Will Ferrill."
"I don't like Will Ferrill", I said.
"How can you not like Will Ferrill?"
"He makes stupid movies. He panders to the corporations. He makes a fool of himself at the expense of
all things with a deeper meaning."
All Magin said was, "Well, I think you'll like this movie."
And I did.
It was a beautiful movie. The ending made me cry. And I don't even know why.
I just did.
She's made it. She'll be OK. And I thought about Kacie and Holly. And I wondered if I would have such moments like these with them.
And the voice inside me answered, "if that's what you want, then that's what you'll get."
And I found myself minutes later in front of my computer looking at the screen watching to see what words would appear in front of my eyes.
The Choice is Yours. It Always is.

